my heart is bleeding

[silent scarf]

helloo everybody
this is my first attempt to write in this site .. i''m looking for any place where to breathe..
frankly speaking i'v chosen this forum of english since it's the only way to be free in my home and say whatever i want without feeling of fear from any person
i adore english and my dream was to be a teacher of english at university ...but my dream evaporated because of a silly reason ...
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
a silly reason will prevent me from intering the university rather than being a teacher at it...
oh my loooooooooord i'ml suffocating looking for any sister helps me in surviving
........... your sister NADA needs u ... I AM SUFFOCATING