lonely...

[amelhope]

I don’t know how or why but i’m not happy. My heart filled with sadness and darkness I feel so lonely Sadness makes me fall down I don’t have any hope inside of me my happiness runs away and i’m here alone i can’t cry and i can’t express my feeling to anyone my name means hope but i don’t have hope i always give happyness to people but i can’t give happyness to myself i want just to ran away to no-where Because I am fed up with all this.
In the end i want to say that i have a great feeling inside me that one day i can find happyness within myself because my heart always say to me « never lose hope ! »
bye.

[أحمد بوفاريك]

I like your last sentence "In the end ..." it gave hope to everyone, well I agree with your heart « never lose hope ! » because hope is the real motivation to us, so we can go so far we can, without hope we are nothing, there is an old says :"after the storm comes the calm" it happened to me many times, when I feel sooooo much sad, until I start losing hope, it create inside me a weird feeling that some better things are coming soon.
May Allah bless you, and I hope that you will feel better soon in sha Allah.

Remember that after every night there is a lovely day waiting for us, and "with hardship [will be] ease", that's a promise of Allah!!

Salam

[أم حمزة]

Amelhope, sweety...just an advice...never ever let the balck ideas drift you away from the right path ....... dear , all of us have problems somewhere inside him, or inside his family...but you know what, this is LIFE, life is not meant to be PERFECT....no it is not....you have many many good things given from Allah, look around, at this child who can't speak, this men with a family, on a weelchair, can't even walk one step......

Dear, all these ideas will keep you away from moving on with your life, and enjoying it...enjoy the sun the sky, the stars, your dad and mom's laugh.... children'smiles...... beleive me, we often forgot the real meaning of our existence on the earth.........

Smile strong girl, and never go down with such ideas, be strong on yourself, by bringing happiness to your heart .... and being with Allah is the best way to do so......

and NEVER EVER LOSE HOPE !!

[amelhope]

well thank you so much for the replies it makes me feel better thank you .
i will never lose hope.