? you've got an emotional problem - الصفحة 2

اناناسة · 2010-10-01, 17:15

you see , sometimes even bad things can be forgot ... i do not know what was i thinking of ... i was like obssessed ... all the time thinking of the way i look ... (i am good , i am bad ,, this color fits , this does not ...) i stopped thinking of school as a priority and at the same time i studied ... i had the intention to study ... i was not lazy or forgetting my studies totaly ... but my problem was the focuss ... i was like always day dreaming .. thinking about my moves , the words i said ... what does he like ... what did he said ... did he try to say something ... did he meant this or that when he said that
by time and change ... he came to realize that i had spcial feelings inside .... (we still were not speaking to each other()
i do not know one of the girls felt that in me and told him directly ... besides he tried to make me jalous and noticed that in a way or in another ... after ages (for me) he started like trying to come close ...
girls noticed that , boys noticed that everyone knew now .... that finaly R likes zineb ....

bac2100 · 2010-10-01, 17:23

and now u don't have any feelings for him

اناناسة · 2010-10-01, 17:34

he started crossing my way , sitting in my place , taking my stuff, sending me oral messages , blocking my way ... doing everything to make me somehow speak to him ... he made fun of himself , he even said things before his friends ... it was like dayly surprises ... i was feeling shy and kind of stupid i never replied but i was happy ... i cannot deny it ... i thought i was kind of noticed finally

after months it was the end of the year and i choke his hand as kind of peace between us ...
the result of my Bac was 8 i officially lost my BAC ... i cried and cried and cried ,,, and blamed myself for my loosing i blamed every bloody memory i made ...

now that i took a lesson .. 2008 was the year both of us spent in another school ... we met in the days of BAC exams but i never left my eyes even try to take a glance ... after that i won ... and it was like wow i made it ...

اناناسة · 2010-10-01, 17:40

I will answer that Bac 2010 just wait ..

spy4me · 2010-10-01, 17:49

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and now u don't have any feelings for him

good question, waiting for the answer

اناناسة · 2010-10-01, 18:58

well , after my success we met ... as he works in a place near , i place that i can go to , a place that girls visit most of the time ... we spoke like old friends and he wished best wishes for me .... but asked me why did i choose the thing that he always hated :''English'' i said that was the field i like
in 2009 he won his BAc and he is studying in Algiers not with his Bac in an institute ...
speaking about now which is the most important thing

we meet but rarely ... each five or 4 months (actulay i make coincidences) whenver we meet it feels always like the first time ... even when i am at collge ... i cannot stop thinking about him ... whenever i feel deep sorrow i remember him ... i ask myslef dayly ... where is he ... what is he doing ... when we meet ... fever makes my hands wo warm an shaky... and i just cannot stop it ...
i dream about him , i just cannot forget ...all i wish is ... being around .. even just watching
only if i could just watch him ... from far away
thank you guys for your support and patience ... i know knowing details is not enjoyable .. sorry if i was boring
i just wanted to share my story
sorry again

spy4me · 2010-10-01, 21:03

i wish the time could gother you
in peace and love with your friend
not just to see him but also to talk
you deserve goodness for your heart
best wishes for you
thank you for sharing us
see, it doesnt require courage but desire
i hope you feel better now

اناناسة · 2010-10-01, 21:10

Thanks brother spy4you .. i am happy and not loosing hope
thanks for all of you

spy4me · 2010-10-02, 15:51

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المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة zinebsiradj

Thanks brother spy4you .. i am happy and not loosing hope

thanks for all of you

that's the purpose of the idea
it's to feel comfort
thank you for sharing us

اناناسة · 2010-10-02, 16:34

miss u so much · 2010-10-02, 18:24

hiiii sis and bro

خـواطـر · 2010-10-02, 18:32

......Alhamdoulillah

i don't have any emotional problems

good luck

spy4me · 2010-10-02, 21:43

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......Alhamdoulillah

i don't have any emotional problems

good luck

elhamdolilah that's good
i wish you're happy

اناناسة · 2010-10-03, 08:18

Spy4you did you notice the number of the times the topic was reviewed ! i think it is striking in comparison wit some subjects hhhhhh curiosity
for those who would like just to watch i say ... thanks for scrolling the mouse to see our reply hhhh good luck guys

spy4me · 2010-10-03, 12:10

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المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة zinebsiradj

Spy4you did you notice the number of the times the topic was reviewed ! i think it is striking in comparison wit some subjects hhhhhh curiosity

for those who would like just to watch i say ... thanks for scrolling the mouse to see our reply hhhh good luck guys

yes, i can touch that, i think people like such subjects of emotions and social problems, curiosity i guess, but you are special girl and your story attract many people
it's me who has to thank you
you're really top-notch