"Not this again" I said as* I cried out loud the* pain is* just too much,* My heart is heavy, My soul is tired God take me now.* No one deserves to be this hurt* but I guess I'm used to* it. I keot crying till I couldn't anymore. This is just so painful,My heart no, I cried so* much."Lebo,Lebo wake up"i sat straight then wiped my tears
Sipho"* I think you need help"
me"no it's fine"* he* looked at* me* with so much* pity &* sadness
him"I don't* wanna lose you" My heart was still heavy & I had* hiccups
me"don't worry yourself* too much I'm* okay" I stood up and went to* my bathroom* I washed my face then went back,
Me"I* wanna sleep now"
sipho"I'm gonna sleep here with you"He* got in bed then slept* this time* I slept* well, was woken up by my* alarm* so I did my hygiene process* wore my* black boyfriend jeans* with a black hoodie,black Airforce sneakers and black cap took* my* black bag then went downstairs I found dad already seated with sipho
me"morning fam"
dad"whoa princess all black" oh that
Sipho"you dark* yoh" well i have no idea why I wore black
me"just feel like it"they just gave me wired* stares,* I* dished up for* myself then ate
dad"princess sipho told me you* had* the same dream" Oh that
me"yeah, but I'm fine* really it's just a* dream"
sipho"not when you dream the same dream everynight and you cry in reality, Lebo* you* need* help"
dad" I agree with* your brother"
me"no dad please I'm fine"
dad"I'm really worried about you"
me"I* know and thank you for caring"
Sipho"We love you"
me"I love you guys too, right im done* let's go" we all stood up dad got in his car* and* drove off* me and* Sipho got in his car and he drove me to Campus
Sipho" I won't* be able to pick you up after classes i have a date"
me"date,you?whuuuuu shame no this has to be a* joke"
Sipho"Im serious"* not my brother nah
me"not you shame but it's okay just gimme money for* a cab"
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