Today's poem...poème du jour......LOOKING FOR HOPE.x

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LOOKING FOR HOPE

Tears won't let me
tears falls always
tears everytime
tears everywhere

I just can't stop crying
my heart now is dying
I wish that i can just flying

Everything is dark
I'm like a small fish surrounded by shark

I'm like a baby who needs his mother affection
I'm so lonely , tired and sick till the destruction
No one gave me a hand , my pain is my own and no one give an attention

completely destroyed
completely desespered
completely hurted
completely failed

I'm Like an eagle who's triying to fly with a broken ailes
I tried so hard to get away from all failes

My eyes full of tears
i'm surrounded by my fears
i'm lonely between those bears
I was unseen , and my pain always appears

I Lost My face, i can't feel nothing only the sadness
I heard about it a lot , but i can't reach what they call it happiness
I Lost the smile , and always living in darkness
I Took A Look around me and always the same in my loliness

Some unknown voices talks from everywhere around me
some dark ones said they hates me
some others said they likes me
i heard some words everywhere and everytime but i can't know it i can't know what does it mean
" you're the best"
you're our best friend
you're gentell
you're nice
you're cool
you're ....
and you're .....
But I can't feel it , i don't know what does they means , it's all bullshit , these are all such a big lies all of them hypocrites,
My life is a big lie
Hypocrisie everywhere , lies , and everybody jokking and laughing at me
they having fun and they enjoying hurting me
they having fun and they enjoying destroying me
I'M Lost in the darkness
sometimes I feel the wall's tears
I Can feel them crynig
I Can see them screaming
they can feel my pain
i'm walking alone on the rain
I'm suffering always again and again
from this damn world I wanna fly high and away
I'm Looking for hope and i wanna take it and fly
To be happy i'm always do my best and I try
I Wanna Be myself and find my way
And here between my family, my friends I want to stay
I'm Lost and
I JUST LOOKING FOR HOPE