Fake everything is fake

[هاجر زهرة اللوتس]

this is a real story of somebody who had suffered because of peopl n he found out that his life is such a big lie
n EVERYTHING IS FAKE

last day you gave me a shiny promise n today i receive a lie
you've stole the last dream of mine n you make me cry
then i discovered tht everythiing is fake
hidden truth between the pages n behind the old wall
you covered it n told me jst wht you want me to knw
i need to hear the whole story i cant let it go
n i discovered tht everything is fake
be proud of yourself coz you destroyed m'life
they've hurted me but you couldn't keep me safe
they've took me from my mother's chest
n i discovered tht everything is fake
tht old memory won't stop beating inside of me
im awake n im not gonna be the one you want me to be
tht much you feel shame of me !
everything is fake..everything is fake
i didnt see her n i blamed her when she was honest
she had suffered coz of you n now she's under the ground
yeah ..she died n she didn't hear my tear's sound
now i discover tht everything is fake
she was the only one who wants me to be there
but now im lost n i belong no where
i cant forget n i wont forgive , all of you want me to leave
i knw tht everything is fake
i cary the painful past on my shoulder
n i still facing the truth like a broken soldier
remembering my dad who never hold me between his arms
when they forbided him to see mom so he couldn't say goodbye
my life was such a big lie n nothing else to say
coz i knw tht everything is fake

by Hajer