My Teenage Heartbreak

[Sadinne]

Hey there everyone
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So, I hope you're all doing just fine & you're as excited as I am for this Ramdan =D

Anyways, this is the first time that I'm posting anything in this section of the forum, I kind of hesitated before doing it, cause I don't usually share my writings but, I'd like to have your honest opinion on this

Last night I wasn't feeling too good, and I had to do something to feel better, so I did it what I always do to let my feelings out, I wrote a poem that I'd like to share with you

Enjoy
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My Teenage Heartbreak

Didn't I cry enough? Haven't I shed enough tears?

I've lost my courage, let me hide behind my fears

Make sure that everybody knows, make sure that everybody hears

That I don't trust you, them or anybody else

That I don't trust my own shadow, not even myself

So many promises, yet none of them was kept

You said I'd walk away, yet you're the one who left

My heart bled, and so did my arm

God what have I done? I've hurt the one that I wasn't supposed to harm

I ran the sharp blades through my skin

Thinking the pain would dissapear

But all I did was a terrible sin,

And now your punishement is all I fear

I'm young, broken & alone, these are the facts

Please god, have mercy

Don't judge me on the stupidity of my acts

Please god, make these scars go away

But if those on my arm left, would those on my heart stay?

Take me back to those days, when my dad walked me to school

When I didn't care, if I was pretty, stylish, skinny or cool

Take me back to those days when "Boyfriend" meant...A friend, who was a little boy

When candy was more than enough, to fill me with a different kind of joy

Take me back, take me home, take me away

I'm losing myself here, a little bit more everyday

I thought I was strong, wise & smart

But like a puppet, I was played by my heart

Mind, logic...Where were you?

You suffocated us, with that love song you used to listen to

My sky turned grey, after it was once blue

I don't wonder where, when and especially not who

You did as you pleased, and as I please I shall do

I shall wipe these tears, that I once shed for you

Unless for my god or my familly, they will never fall

I shall fall down, kneel and I will crawl

As I beg for god's forgiveness on my soul

Stupid, reckless, naïve little me

Patience

Patience, my dear & you'll see what you'll see

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So, that's it, maybe it was kinda long but if you did finish reading it untill the end...Well, I'm glad
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Tell me your honest opinion on this, and constructive criticism is welcome =p

Don't forget me in your prayers, & ask god to erase my sins, and forgive my mistakes & yours & everybody else's

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