إليكم ماكتبت في ساعة حزن my feeling now

[ابتساام]

Wait me flocks; I wanna immigrate with you but without return in Spring, hey birds stop, please, I beg you, can you hear me! Wait me wait me ………
It's my dream, you know what? My dream is to make my dreams come true, like everyone I have a dream. Luther said that and I say it too "I have a dream" his dream was the peace between black and white people, children play, study, laugh……together, the black kiss the white and the white kiss the black. ( I love the romantic school)..
I know how beautiful is this dream, he's soooo lucky, his dream come true not like us when we fix it from a side the other side explode ; ouuuuf But it's life and we have to live it as the God write in our paper it's the destiny. I wish you, yes you who are reading my words now please read between lines, I wish you could see the beauty , the clarity , the love in life, so choose love or leave, two words one is great, the other is sad but you have to select one of them, I know I repeat the words and the sentences such as Taha Husein ( just laugh) the sadness kill me, eat me alive, laugh baby because my tears will run down my checks, I can't laugh, my dream was to see the beauty and the clarity; but what clarity in sky the half side is foggy, I have a heart ( I think), this stupid heart has two sides, the first is white, the second is black no dark can describe the meaning. Hey, don't be silly, you can understand what I mean, such as the moon when we see it from above; above; aboooove , we would touch it and enjoy when we observe it. I have a big mouth so the point is who am I? a human" I don't think" , a stupid may be , , a naive yes I think no I'm sure ( Ich bin sicher). I trust and trust but it takes a long time. Imagine the sky is blue, the sun shine, the rainbow, the voice of water and birds, close your eyes. Stop thinking you take a long time and you make me feel so sad, the fog comes, the clouds cover the sun; the rainbow disappear, the wind blow very strongly, and you're the flower try to stay resistant forever, in world when no colors, no beauty, no love, no rainbow, try to feel me; the words will chocke and shake me , I can't breath, because I can't talk, only my heart do but inside, and my face feel with it when it speak outside when its colors change " yellow.. red..green..darl"and my lovely black ben write everything in my dirty stupid mind, really I feel into the trap, yes I still need a slap .
Now I hear my sister say "it's too late" , yes she's right , I need to embrace someone, I need a warm bosom just for a second, I wanna feel the confidence, but where, when, with who, why and how? I deserve the death or a strong slap make me forget everything but I have memories that I can't forge tit, feel me; I'll explode, I wanna cry until my eyes dry, I would scream outside not inside.

[Hillin]

Dear "smile"j

I was reading your "work"which I found really difficult to understand the meaning behind

but i tried to understand as possible as i can
so what I can say is simply,
Every person may feel unhappy for some moments and may blame himself ,life and every thing around him
but be sure
sadness soon disapears if only we think for a second about Happiness
recall your most happy past events
if you can't remember
try to remember at least one happy event
this would be enough to erase every sad moment you're still thinking of
who know sometimes sad or unpleasant situation has a positive side to it "Every cloud has a siver lining" so smiles
My best wishes to you
have a happy evening

[Karim_Rap_4_life]

hi.......I was reading my ideas on your topic just like i'm reading something of mine hhhhh a copie of my thought but you know what...just be patient I an understand how you are feeling but you can pass it it's a temoral case that come to every one of us and no one is perfect every body feel weakness and sickness ......try to pass the past is nothign it just make you confused pick up only the good memories and the bad ones is nutting but an experience so good luck Ibtisam.

[Black_Poison]

you know what
i feel just the same
i had a dream too
but now my only nightmare is how to get revenge
i can't see beauty in any thing
liars*
i feel that i'm surrounded by fake people
but though i'm still strong

i won't let any thing comes in my way
you know what. i thank god for making me able to discover the truth of people
sooner and not later
think it over you will find the silver lightning in the dark cloud
and after the rain comes the raibow
good luck sister

[ابتساام]

after the rain comes the rainbow and the pain will disappear
when i wrote this i was sad but i feel better
the things change and my pain disappear because the God is always with me

[.kiki]

المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة Black_Poison

you know what
i feel just the same
i had a dream too
but now my only nightmare is how to get revenge
i can't see beauty in any thing
liars*
i feel that i'm surrounded by fake people
but though i'm still strong

i won't let any thing comes in my way
you know what. i thank god for making me able to discover the truth of people
sooner and not later
think it over you will find the silver lightning in the dark cloud
and after the rain comes the raibow
good luck sister

thta's sick !!
sorry but it is

you can never judge people from one bad experience you have lived.. it's insane to hate all roses pecause you've hurt by one thorn, to lose hope on all dreams because one hasn't come true, to not have faith in others because one had let you down !!

and sis! if you're so pissimistic, how can you tell her that after rain there's rainbow.. beleive it first .. then you can advice others..

[ابتساام]

You do not understand I mean I have an hour of grief and then I just open a new page
I said my feeling now
I am a difficult
and despair are not allowed to be accompanied by all my life and you can not control that before you know who I am
I can forget the pain quickly

[Black_Poison]

المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة .kiki

thta's sick !!
sorry but it is

you can never judge people from one bad experience you have lived.. it's insane to hate all roses pecause you've hurt by one thorn, to lose hope on all dreams because one hasn't come true, to not have faith in others because one had let you down !!

and sis! if you're so pissimistic, how can you tell her that after rain there's rainbow.. beleive it first .. then you can advice others..

kiki i'm sure you didn't read all the reply
i'm sure that you didn't understand
i said that i'm still strong and i won't let any thing comes in my way
so i'm beleiving that some day some how it all will change

my problems doesen't come from one person
or two i know wht i'm talking about
i' sure that you'll feel the same if you were me

[Natali3]

God be with you dear

[ابتساام]

Every person has the sad times and happy times
Each person must live the experience in his life
whether it was a great experience, or painful
What is important is to take lessons
may I look broken, but I'm not
as I said before I'm not easy but when a girl deceive me I can not believe


thx all

[Karim_Rap_4_life]

Yeah Big girls don't cry.....I read between the lines I realized that you're strong just keep it like that...and don't care for life is game you've to win

[ابتساام]

thank you black poison and karim

[Black_Poison]

you're welcome sweety any time

[Black_Poison]

i know you are a strong girl
and as Hillin allways says
some lessons must be learned by the hard way
wish you all the best

[ابتساام]

yes she's right and you too