peace be upon you sister
sorry i haven't seen your thread before
But I have a good book for you
if you ever heard of الرحيق المختوم (a very famous book of the seera of our prophet peace and blessings of Allah be upon him)
this is it (in Enlish of course)
https://www.saaid.net/book/open.php?cat=92&book=1306
trust me, I read half of it (in arabic) and it's a really good book
may Allah increase us in knowledge and keep us firm on His Deen
salutaions