I read your diary It is well written in spite of some errors. well let's focus on the content depression is not an easy thing only those who suffered from it know what is it for real. I think we should focus on its resons depression and gloom don't come like that without a reason I think when we don't have our goals released we are vulnerable to it
some people feel gloom in case they don't have money and a house or when they're single not married and some others which is the most common case is love affairs any way I'm happy to see that you overcame your problem
I think you've been an old friend of me that's why I commented hhh
good luck