hi.......I was reading my ideas on your topic just like i'm reading something of mine hhhhh a copie of my thought but you know what...just be patient I an understand how you are feeling but you can pass it it's a temoral case that come to every one of us and no one is perfect every body feel weakness and sickness ......try to pass the past is nothign it just make you confused pick up only the good memories and the bad ones is nutting but an experience so good luck Ibtisam.