Sorry brother to hear all about that
انا لله وانا اليه راجعون
This story made my heart bleed
losing a friend is something hard
just be strong and keep your head up
don't cry .......never retreat
everything happens for a reason
trust your Creator....Allah knows
he knows that it's better be this way
just accept it the way it is
Allah knows what's best for you....even taking away your best friend might be a good thing instead of being sad
think about things you've learned from this experience
Life is full of tests...this is your test don't fail
And be sure that your friend didn't suicide because of you
Freinds...fight ...but they still dear one to another
you said he was hiding something
may be.....that secret that was hidden from you...is the same reason that made him end his life
may be he was afraid to talk.....may be he couldn't bear
but it wasn't your fault
we're all gonna die someday for some reason
May Allah make our last deeds our best
Keep your head up bro
Life goes on
Give it a second chance....
may be your soul mate awaits in the corner somewhere