I like your last sentence "In the end ..." it gave hope to everyone, well I agree with your heart « never lose hope ! » because hope is the real motivation to us, so we can go so far we can, without hope we are nothing, there is an old says :"after the storm comes the calm" it happened to me many times, when I feel sooooo much sad, until I start losing hope, it create inside me a weird feeling that some better things are coming soon.
May Allah bless you, and I hope that you will feel better soon in sha Allah.
Remember that after every night there is a lovely day waiting for us, and "with hardship [will be] ease", that's a promise of Allah!!
Salam