Thousands words i wanted to say
An impossible love game i wanted to play
In my imaginary world i decided to stay
I know, i chose the wrong way
My feelings for you are like perfume spray
You enjoy them for *moments then they fly away
My situation is complicated as you're bigger than me
But you're my best friend and you know everything about me
Will i be hiding forever the real me ?
I'm just a black pearl in a dark sea
You saw all the pearls but me 
Am i invisible to you ? Am i your sister?
I hate that H.A.H.A when i whisper
It expresses my love to you and how much i care about you
But i won't cross the lines i drew
And i'll forget that person i knew
My feelings for you will disappear;however,i'll keep few
Because i don't want to forget that magical smile
And those beautiful crimes in your dirty file
You stole the hearts of all the ugly dolls
Unfortunately, you didn't notice my heart's calls
They were screaming your name
And telling you : H.A.H.A! this girl is not the same
She's looking for pure love not for a game
Her feelings for you are true and this is not a shame
So,why Abir should be the person to Blame?
I lost myself thinking if am i right or wrong?
I lost my will , i'll never be that strong
Now, i'm the INVISIBLE DAMNED GIRL
I'm no more that bright shining pearl
I'll stay like this forever
i'll hide myself by a dark cover
So,H.A.H.A enjoy your life, but you'll always be my only lover(from my side only)